Date posted: October 26, 2005 - Wednesday
Title: The word
Current mood: stressed
So I got a call from my doctor. He said one of the two words I didn't want to hear. It is the lesser of two evils, but it is evil nonetheless.
I won't know more until I visit his office next week, but I worry it will cause profound changes in my life I may not be able to handle.
So many things have happened in the last few weeks it feels like I am besieged from all sides. It is hard to gather enthusiasm for experiencing each day. And I have probably been a drag on those around me.
What strange twists life deals us.
